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The Pen Pal Letters

Chapter 1

Chapter 1

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DEDICATION

For every child who has written a letter and waited for one back — and for the friendships that begin with a single "Dear."

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Six-year-old Ayla Yilmaz found the first letter in her cubby on a Wednesday morning.

"Dear Ayla,

My name is Sam. I am 7. I live far away. My teacher gave me your name for a pen pal project. What is your favorite color? Mine is green because frogs are green and frogs are the best animal.

Your friend (I hope), Sam"

Ayla read the letter three times. A pen pal. She'd heard of pen pals — people who wrote letters back and forth, becoming friends through words on paper. Her grandmother in Turkey had told her about pen pals she'd had as a girl, writing letters that took weeks to arrive by ship.

"Mrs. Rivera," Ayla said, bringing the letter to her teacher. "I got a pen pal letter. But I don't know who Sam is."

Mrs. Rivera smiled. "Ah, the pen pal project! I signed our class up to exchange letters with a class in Alaska. Sam is a student at Glacier View Elementary in Juneau."

"Alaska? That's REALLY far away."

"About four thousand miles. That's why we write letters instead of just talking. The letters travel all that distance to connect you."

"How long does a letter take to get there?"

"About a week."

A WEEK. Ayla couldn't imagine waiting a whole week for a reply. Text messages were instant. Emails were instant. Everything in the world was instant except letters, which moved at the speed of paper and stamps and mail trucks and patience.

But there was something exciting about that slowness. Something special about a letter that had traveled four thousand miles in an envelope just to say "frogs are the best animal."

Ayla went back to her desk, took out a fresh sheet of paper, and started writing.

"Dear Sam,

My name is Ayla. I am 6. I live in a city called Austin which is in Texas. My favorite color is orange because sunsets are orange and sunsets are the best thing. I have never seen a frog in real life. Do you have frogs where you live?

Your friend (yes!), Ayla"

She sealed it in an envelope, wrote SAM on the front, and brought it to Mrs. Rivera, who promised to mail it that afternoon.

Then Ayla sat at her desk and waited. Which, for a six-year-old, was the hardest part of all.

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Sam's reply came nine days later. Not seven, because there had been a snowstorm in Alaska that delayed the mail, which Sam explained in the opening line.

"Dear Ayla,

Sorry this is late. It snowed three feet and the mail truck got stuck. Here in Juneau it snows a LOT. Like, snow up to my waist kind of a lot. We have school snow days, but not as many as you'd think because Alaskans are tough about snow.

I have never seen a sunset like the ones in Texas. Our sunsets are different — in summer, the sun barely goes down. It just kind of rolls along the edge of the sky for hours. In winter, it gets dark at 3 PM and stays dark forever. Right now it is dark when I go to school and dark when I come home.

What is Texas like? Is it hot? Do you have cowboys?

Your friend, Sam"

Ayla read the letter at lunch, sharing it with her friend Jaylen. "His frogs FREEZE and come back to life!" she said. "That's like a superpower!"

"Alaska sounds cold," Jaylen said.

"Alaska sounds AMAZING."

Ayla wrote back that afternoon. She told Sam about Texas — the heat, the huge sky, the tacos (she spent an entire paragraph on tacos), the live music her parents took her to downtown, and the bats. Austin had a famous bat colony that flew out from under the Congress Avenue Bridge every evening in summer — a million bats, pouring into the sky like a river made of wings.

"We don't have cowboys on every corner," she wrote, "but my uncle has a ranch with horses and one time I rode a horse named Biscuit and it was the best day of my life until I got your letter about the freeze-frogs."

She drew a picture of the bats at the bottom of the letter — a bridge with a cloud of tiny bat shapes streaming out from underneath. It wasn't her best drawing, but she figured Sam would get the idea.

The letters started traveling back and forth like a slow, paper-based conversation. Each one took about a week, which meant they could exchange about one letter per week. Each letter was a window into a world the other had never seen.

Sam described glaciers that crackled and groaned like living things. Ayla described thunder that shook the house. Sam talked about salmon runs and bald eagles. Ayla talked about armadillos and longhorn cattle. Sam's world was cold, dark, wild, and vast. Ayla's world was hot, bright, loud, and sprawling.

Different in every way. Connected by paper and stamps and the stubborn miracle of the mail.

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By the fourth letter, they'd moved past animals and weather and into bigger things.

Ayla thought about this for a long time. What was her most prized possession? Not a toy, not a book, not a piece of clothing. She thought and thought and then she knew.

"My most prized possession," she wrote, "is a photograph of my grandmother holding me when I was a baby. She is smiling and I am sleeping and my mom says it was taken the day we left Turkey to move to America. I keep it under my pillow."

The questions got deeper with each letter. Not on purpose — neither of them sat down thinking "today I'll ask something deep." It just happened naturally, the way conversations deepen when two people trust each other. The paper slowed everything down, gave them time to think, and because they couldn't see each other's faces, they felt free to say things they might not have said out loud.

Sam wrote about being lonely when his dad was away and how sometimes the darkness of Alaskan winters made him sad. Ayla wrote about being the only kid in her class whose family spoke Turkish at home, and how sometimes she felt caught between two languages, two countries, two selves.

"Do you ever feel like you're from two places at once?" Ayla asked.

"Yes," Sam wrote back. "My mom is Tlingit — that's an Alaska Native people. And my dad is from Ohio. So I'm from two worlds too. I speak some Tlingit words and some Ohio words and sometimes I don't know which world I belong to."

"Maybe we belong to both," Ayla wrote. "Maybe being from two places means you have twice as much home."

She wasn't sure if that was true. But writing it down made it feel true. And sometimes, that's how truth works — you write it, and then it becomes real.

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In November, Ayla received something bigger than a letter. A small package, wrapped in brown paper, with Sam's return address in Juneau, Alaska.

1. A small piece of blue-green sea glass, smooth and round from years of tumbling in the ocean. 2. A tiny carved wooden frog — Sam's dad had made it on the fishing boat. 3. A drawing of the Juneau glacier, done in colored pencils, surprisingly detailed for a seven-year-old.

Ayla sat on her bed and held the sea glass up to the light. It glowed — a blue-green that was neither blue nor green but something in between, something that belonged to the ocean. The wooden frog was small enough to sit on her thumbnail, with tiny eyes and a wide mouth that looked like it was smiling. The glacier drawing was beautiful — white and blue and gray, with cracks running through it like veins.

She wanted to send Sam pieces of HER world too. She looked around her room, thinking.

1. A small, flat stone from Barton Creek — smooth and warm-colored, the kind of stone that was perfect for skipping. 2. A dried bluebonnet — Texas's state flower, pressed flat between two pieces of cardboard. 3. A drawing of the bat bridge at sunset, done in her best colored pencils.

Mrs. Rivera helped her package it up. "You and Sam have become real friends," she observed.

"We've been friends since his first letter," Ayla said. "We just hadn't met yet."

The package went out in the mail. And for the next week, Ayla carried Sam's sea glass in her pocket, touching it throughout the day — a tiny piece of Alaska, four thousand miles from home, warm from her hand and smooth from the ocean.

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In January, Sam's letter arrived with a question that made Ayla think harder than any question she'd been asked.

"Dear Ayla," Sam wrote. "Something happened at school and I want to tell you about it. There's a kid in my class named Jake who makes fun of the Tlingit words I use. He says they're 'weird' and that I should 'just speak normal.' It makes me feel bad. Like part of me is wrong. My mom says our language is precious and I should be proud of it. But it's hard to be proud when someone is laughing at you. Has anyone ever made fun of you for being different?"

Ayla read the letter twice. Then she sat very still and thought about her answer.

Yes. Someone had made fun of her. Last year, a girl named Bethany had laughed at the food Ayla's mom packed for lunch — dolma, which were stuffed grape leaves. "What IS that?" Bethany had said, loud enough for the whole table to hear. "It looks like green slime."

Ayla had felt hot all over. Ashamed. Angry. She'd put the dolma back in her lunchbox and eaten nothing for the rest of lunch. That night she'd told her mom she wanted "regular" lunch — sandwiches, chips, things no one would laugh at.

Her mom had looked sad. "Dolma is your grandmother's recipe," she'd said. "It's love wrapped in a leaf. There's nothing wrong with it."

But the feeling of being laughed at was stronger than the knowing that nothing was wrong. It took weeks before Ayla brought dolma to school again. And when she did, she ate it quickly, head down, hoping no one would notice.

She wrote back to Sam honestly.

"Dear Sam, Yes. Someone laughed at my lunch because it was Turkish food and looked different. It made me feel like I had to hide part of who I am. But I think the people who laugh are missing something. They're missing the chance to learn about something new. Your Tlingit words aren't weird — they're a treasure. You come from a people who have lived in Alaska for thousands of years. That's incredible. Anyone who can't see that is the one who's missing out, not you. Also, please teach me a Tlingit word in your next letter. I want to learn one."

"Gunalchéesh," Ayla whispered to herself, letting the unfamiliar sounds roll through her mouth. A Tlingit word spoken by a Turkish-American girl in Texas. A bridge across four thousand miles and a thousand differences. A word that meant thank you, spoken from one friend to another.

She taped the letter to her wall next to all the others. The wall was filling up — a mosaic of Sam's letters, each one a piece of a friend she'd never met face to face but knew by heart.

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"Hi, Austin!" Mr. Okoye said. He was a tall man with a wide smile and a scarf wrapped twice around his neck.

"Hi, Juneau!" Mrs. Rivera said.

And then the kids started matching names to faces. "Who's Sam?" someone in Ayla's class called out.

A boy in the back of the Alaska classroom raised his hand. He had dark hair, brown skin, and a smile that Ayla recognized even though she'd never seen it before — it was the smile she'd imagined from his letters. Warm. A little shy. The smile of someone who wrote "Your friend (I hope)" and meant it.

"Hi, Ayla," Sam said.

"Hi, Sam," Ayla said.

The class video call lasted thirty minutes. They did a Q&A ("Is it true it gets dark at 3 PM?" "Is it true you have a MILLION bats?"), shared fun facts about their towns, and held up drawings they'd made for each other.

But the best part was the last five minutes, when Mrs. Rivera and Mr. Okoye let pen pal pairs talk one-on-one. Ayla and Sam got their turn, faces filling each other's screens.

"Your drawing of the glacier was beautiful," Ayla said.

"Your hot sauce almost killed me," Sam said. "I put three drops on my eggs and my whole face turned red."

They laughed. And the laughter was the same — the same warmth, the same ease — whether it came through a letter or a screen.

"Gunalchéesh," Ayla said.

Sam's eyes went wide. Then he grinned. "You remembered."

"Of course I remembered. It's the most important word you taught me."

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The pen pal project officially ended in May. Mrs. Rivera told the class they could stop writing if they wanted to — the assignment was complete.

Ayla didn't stop.

Neither did Sam.

Their letters continued through the summer, growing longer, more detailed, more like conversations between old friends. Sam wrote about fishing with his dad for the first time — the cold spray, the heavy nets, the silver flash of salmon. Ayla wrote about visiting her grandmother in Turkey — the spice markets, the call to prayer echoing across Istanbul, the taste of her grandmother's baklava.

By fall, they'd exchanged forty-three letters. Forty-three windows into each other's lives. Forty-three acts of patience — writing, sealing, mailing, waiting, hoping.

But it was the forty-fourth letter that mattered most.

Sam."

Ayla screamed. She literally screamed, right there in the kitchen, holding the letter above her head like a trophy. Her mom came running. Demir came running. Even the cat came running, then immediately lost interest.

"Sam is moving to TEXAS! He'll be an HOUR AWAY!"

One hour. After a year of four thousand miles and seven-day mail delays and letters that traveled across the whole country — one hour.

She wrote back immediately. The fastest reply she'd ever sent.

"Dear Sam,

YES. YES. A THOUSAND TIMES YES. Come visit. Come tomorrow. Come today. I will be at the door.

Your friend (ALWAYS), Ayla

P.S. I will have dolma ready. It is stuffed grape leaves. My grandmother's recipe. It is love wrapped in a leaf. You are going to love it."

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Sam arrived on a Saturday in October.

Ayla had been ready since 6 AM. She'd cleaned her room, set out the sea glass and the wooden frog on her desk, helped her dad make dolma, and stood at the front window watching for a car she'd never seen before.

Ayla opened the front door and stepped onto the porch.

"Hi," Sam said.

"Hi," Ayla said.

Then Sam held out the brown paper bag. "I brought you something. From Alaska."

Inside was a jar of salmon jerky, a new piece of sea glass (this one green), and a photograph of the Juneau glacier — not a drawing this time, but a real photograph, taken by Sam's mom.

And at the bottom of the bag, a letter. Not a long one — just a few lines.

"Dear Ayla, I am standing on your porch and you are reading this. One year ago I wrote to a stranger in Texas and now that stranger is the best friend I've ever had. Thank you for writing back. Thank you for teaching me that friendship doesn't need to be in the same room or the same state or the same world. It just needs two people willing to pick up a pen. Gunalchéesh. Your friend (forever), Sam."

Ayla looked up from the letter. Sam was still standing there, smiling, waiting.

"Come inside," Ayla said. "My dad made dolma. It's love wrapped in a leaf."

They went inside. The door closed behind them — but the connection that had started with a single letter, a single question about favorite colors, a single stamp on a single envelope — that connection was open, and it would never close.

Some friendships start with a handshake. Some start with a shared laugh. Some start with sitting next to each other on the first day of school.

That's the most magical kind of all.

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ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Crimson Ark Publishing publishes fiction for readers of all ages, drawing on the spiritual principles and rich cultural heritage of the Bahá'í Faith. Our stories explore themes of unity, justice, courage, and the transformative power of love — through characters and communities that reflect the beautiful diversity of the human family. Every book is an invitation to see the world not only as it is, but as it could be.

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